Toronto, January 26 2012
``Qong Xie Fat Choi...mama..papa!`` I congratulated my parents on Chinese New Year
I lied that everything was ok with me, and i`m currently in the States still busy with my tour.
It`s not true, but I knew that I could not tell the truth, knowing that they would be so worried if I told them I got hit by a car on January 10 2012 in Atlanta.
So, I decided to lie, saying that everything was ok and the tour was successful. I wanted them to be at peace, by not creating unnecessary stress. They have had enough, so I have decided to carry this burden by myself.
I hung up the phone and cried afterwards.
Less than 3 weeks ago, I was at the peak of my career as a tgirl escort. I was not only popular among tgirl admirers, but my name and reputation have spread on the main stream of escorting industry as well.
But here I am lying in the bed in one of hospitals in Toronto now, unable to stand up and walk. I have 4 major injuries on my legs, 2 have been operated (my left ankle and right hip) and the other 2, both knees to be more precise, need to be operated next week.
Gosh..I`m a wreck at the moment!
This is definitely the biggest challenge in my life so far...but I promise to make it through the end with all my strenghts and courage...I won`t give up. I still have so many things that I have not yet achieved and done.
So the shows must go on....but unfortunately have to be postponed.
Thanks to one of my dearest friends, Grande Jim who is with me from the very beginning. He calls me everyday, encouraging me to stay strong. I might marry this guy afterwards LOL. thanks to all friends, some admirers and especially to Bob of Michigan (who sends me e-mail everyday) for encouraging words!
My pet sitter has been also very helpful, telling me that everything is ok with my house and pets and I should not worry a thing.
My financial situation is fine too. I have more than enough savings to support myself comfortably for this year.
So, actually it`s not that bad. I just have to motivate myself everyday to get better and positive in order to fasten the healing process.
So wish me luck my friends.....I will come back as a new person once I`m strong enough to travel again.
I`m a perfectionist and setting a high standard for everything in my life. I will not let this accident ruin my life, but on the contrary, I will see it as a valuable experience that I have learnt.
Nothing in this life is for granted. I did not realize how precious my life was till I got hit by a car. And once I got hit, everything changed. I have learnt another dimension of life as being a paralized person. This thing makes me even more humble and down to earth. I am able to judge a person in and out now, because I rely on my instinct rather than my physical attributes. I will never be the same person anymore.
Having said that, hopefully I will be a better person mentally than before. And knowing me, probably I will even be a better person physically too. Now, I realize how precious my body and my face are. So, I will take care my physical attributes much more seriously in the future.
Wish me luck my friends! Send me an e-mail if you miss me and hopefully we will see each other again later this year..or for sure next year!
Keep in touch!
Tia
